Saturday, June 13, 2009

baby steps...


I've been feeling really blah lately... questioning my purpose on this earth. It seems that everyone around me knows exactly what it is they want to do with their life and are making bold leaps toward achieving their goals. I on the other hand sadly am not. Everybody has something that is holding them back be it others expectations, the absence or presence of funding or it could be your own fear and distrust of yourself. This summer I planned to take two drawing classes to begin the path to master sketching. unfortunately the mental health of my mother and the physical health of my father have caused me to abandon this quest and tend to them. The frustrating part is that it seems that I am at a standstill. I don't have a job because at this point it would be pointless because of all the traveling. And I can't take a drawing class because I will not be in one city. I long to be free from my parents obligations and chase my dreams. And so I am forced to take baby steps while every one around me leaps...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Soon enough this feeling will pass. As a friend I feel as though its not that you don't know what direction you want to take your life but it is that you are scared of repercussions that will come along when you put your mind and you actions towards your goal.Remember that only you know whats really right for you,don't let anyone pressure you into going into a direction that you 'want to.

 

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